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Ugh. I keep having the most awful dreams.

I keep seeing this woman wearing a black mask, standing at an altar before a giant skeleton that... I can only describe as an unliving ungod. On an island I swear I've in paintings in art class... While I'm wearing a red-black gothic lolita dress.

And she says "The card should have never been flipped face-up" as she turns a Duel Monsters card face-down before the unliving ungod, and as the unworld around us begins to wash away, she turns to me, and shoves a mask on my face and goes "You Shouldn't Wear That Mask Any Longer", before pushing into the collapsing sea. "You Will Be The Last Witness Of This World That Never Was, Stranger".

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Also, I wrote this down, as parts of it came to me from the dreams:

And the one did eat the four
And the two beasts should come from the nonexistent sea
And the threefold world shall sing the song of glory
While the four witches of 死 shall write 無
And the five wings shall become two
As I saw the six sides of the world unfold,
And the seventh seal shall shatter
And the eight memories shall become my finery
And 9 years shall I walk through the desert of the real
And with the 10th revelation of Avalon, now I know the true shape of the world, that is....

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... Also, I don't mind being called daughter or sister, but I'm not sure I'm super into being called 'her'?

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I know this is asking a lot but is there anyone who remembers anything about my Dad, or the concept of the word "Xenoi"?

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i'm still not plural